Really Depressed RIGHT Now!

I Think I am in trouble. Ya all know that I have #Disabilities I am not sure if yo guys really fully understand how bad I am...for the past year and a half I started having a pain in my lower left hip , beside the tale bone . I brought this up to my #Fibromyalgia specialist and she told me that it was normal.it was the #Fibromyalgia ,and I get that I really do, because I have woke up in the middle of the night crying my eyes out because I broke my hand on the coffee table in the middle of the night,worst pain ever , just to get to the #E.R get #xrays and find out it's fine. it's just your #Fibromyalgia.they said and to get pains in the left breast  so often and bad that they think it is #breastcancer and do a #mammogram to find out ,yep you guess it ,#Fibromyalgia  pain. but this pain  in my lower hip has been there for over a year.and my hands started going numb about the same time, and when I the pain gets so bad I have to stop, and then today ,I walked out side to take pictures of the flowers and I just walked around the yard  I only got to the middle of the yard coming back and i couldn't go any further,the pain is getting so bad ,that  I felt like I was gonna get sick, and  feel to the floor, laid there for about ten minutes. I am scared . I can't even stand for any longer than ten minutes with out the pain. I don't know what to do