Monday, December 24, 2012
I love you ,I do but I can't put my heart out their anymore . I have pick up the pieces you left of my heart about a year ago..I have a weight in my heart for the you.. I used to need and yearn for.but I don't want to become the you. that you gave to us...I want to become the me! that they need.. and for this my good bye is meant from my heart. not that I don't love you..it is just time for me to love me..
Saturday, December 1, 2012
I am myself suffering from fibromyalgia and have been for years and I am young , 34 they say you are only as old as you feel then i am older than dirt. I have the aches and pains of someone three times my age.that may have been in a auto roll over accident because that is the best description that I can give on my pain level right now ..and for most ofmy life now in mathematical terms I'm thinking like 90 percent of the time...
My story, It was about 10 years ago when I started to have my back pain the Dr. told me that it was normal for people my age to be experiencing some pain I tried to tell her that I thought it was more than just normal everyday pain. But she went and listen to me she said that she's seen many patients and that she was pretty sure it was normal back pain. As the years went on the pain started getting more severe.